

BloodThicker than the thickest of water Color of Ruby Smell of Copper Oh the smell... The taste... The feel... As it trickles down my armBlood
Dropping to the floor A terrifying splash Until it runs dry Dry in my vains
I fall to the floor, unfeeling To my demise To my death It covers me and keeps me warm...


The Scent of DeathHow alluring the scent of Death Nasty, but oh-so-blissful How I love the smell of Death Decaying flesh burning to the ground Maggots eating away at the eyes. Dead, dried blood melting to the soil. Pure Bliss.The Scent of Death
How nasty, this life. How rotten this world. How decayed this putride air. Air never needed. Nirtogen is so much more desirable then oxygen.
Damn this place Damn this conscious Fuck this life.


no titleDid this happen? Was it a dream? No...A nightmare? Tearing at my seam?no title
Dammit...it wasn't...
Where did it come from? Where did you go?! Fuck it! I'm done. You've ruined me! Worse than any drug...
I'm so numb I can't see I can't feel not the key, not the water, and damn not the razor.
Carries the numbness That frightening lack of feeling There is so much pain in the unfeeling.
So fuck you world, fuck you society and fuck you life.


So This Is GoodbyeWhat if this never happened? What if you were here with me? as I sit here waiting for my own demise...So This Is Goodbye
A fail-proof future, an checkered past... how amazing one event can make it go or last.
You say you want me happy But you love him. how the fuck can i smile with you in HIS arms??
HIS arms HIS heart HIS mind. Hell, mine doesn't matter! not to you!!
I love you! I can't stand it! I can't sit and watch!
But there's nothing I can do... to prevent it...
I toss and turn every night


I Miss YouWhat happened to that little girl I was once friends with? The one that I would stay late up at night with? The one that I would share all my secrets with? The one that would help me with my homework, the one that I would eat cookie dough with, and the one that was right beside me when I had problems with the bully at school. Why did you leave me, was I not good enough? Do you think that he can make you more happy than I could ever? I think about you all the time. I wonder what I would do differently if I was able to redo it all. I know I am nothing to youI Miss You
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Love knows no bounds. <3 <3 <3
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Love knows no bounds. <3 <3 <3
awweh i was hoping you wouldnt know.
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If "insane" is some sort of phrase that means "advanced" in your language, then yes, yes I am.
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